Christmas and New Year

My angle in heaven,

I really missed you on Christmas day. I kept thinking all day about what it would be like to have a two month old to take care of and was missing it. I imagined helping you unwrap your presents while you tried eating the paper or playing with the noisy toys. I could see your siblings fighting over who was going to hold you and help with you. I know you had a great Christmas day in heaven with Jesus and our family members. I know everyone was spoiling you, I just wished that you could have been spoiled down here. I know that New Years will come and go but you will still be on my mind. I hope you are having fun up there angle, just don't forget mommy down here. I love and miss you angel.

Your mommy

8 months

Precious angel,

I can't believe it is to the 8 month mark. It doesn't seem possible. I wish you were here everyday. I cant help but keep thinking that I would have a baby to take care of if you wouldn't have left. I know your have fun in heaven but I'd rather have you here and taking care of you. I still have trouble looking at babies that were born around the time you were supposed to be without tearing up. It makes me think about you and the baby you would have been. Everytime I feel your sister move, I dream or think about you since I missed out on it with you. My angel I love and miss you everyday. Keep watching down on me.

Your mommy