My angel in heaven,
I can't believe it has hit the one year mark since I had to say goodbye instead of hello. Time sure has gone by fast. I can remeber the day we found out about you and I was so excited while dreaming about the person you would have become if you were here. I can imagine that you would have given me a run for my money while being a joy in my life. I still dream about you daily and wonder what you are doing in heaven. I wonder if you are having fun with all of the relatives that have left us to soon. Yesterday I spend the day thinking about you and wondering why even though I know if will never be answered. Your siblings are a joy to be around and I wish you could have joined them. Mommy loves you down here on earth and I know that I will be with you one day. Have fun with everyone and look down on us from time to time. I love and miss you angel.
Your mommy
Thursday, April 4, 2013
Tuesday, March 5, 2013
11 months
My dearest angel
I can't believe we are a month away from the year mark since you went to heaven. It doesn't seem possible. There isn't a day or second that I don't think about you but I know that you are having fun in heaven. I still dream about the person you would have become and wonder what it would be like to have you here. You would be at least four months if I would have went to term with you. I'm not looking forward to next month because it will be a year since I said goodbye without saying hello. I don't know how I will act that day but I know that it will have an effect on me. I'm just glad that I have your ultrasound pictures on the wall, at least I have proff that you were in me and alive at one time. Give everyone kisses for me and tell them I love them. I love and miss you everyday.
Your mommy
I can't believe we are a month away from the year mark since you went to heaven. It doesn't seem possible. There isn't a day or second that I don't think about you but I know that you are having fun in heaven. I still dream about the person you would have become and wonder what it would be like to have you here. You would be at least four months if I would have went to term with you. I'm not looking forward to next month because it will be a year since I said goodbye without saying hello. I don't know how I will act that day but I know that it will have an effect on me. I'm just glad that I have your ultrasound pictures on the wall, at least I have proff that you were in me and alive at one time. Give everyone kisses for me and tell them I love them. I love and miss you everyday.
Your mommy
Thursday, February 7, 2013
10 months
My dearest Angel,
I know I'm late posting but mommy has been busy with your new sister. You were on my mind the whole time though so I didn't forget about you. I kept thinking about what it would have been like to have you here with us and meeting u like I did your sister. I know your having a ball up there but we could have a ball down here to. I can't believe we are getting closer to the one year mark. It doesn't seem like it should have been that long since you left this earth. I have gotten better about seeing pregnant ladies and newborns but it still hurts a little bit. I guess it always will even though I just went through it. You are always never far from my mind and heart. I love you angle and always will.
Your mommy
I know I'm late posting but mommy has been busy with your new sister. You were on my mind the whole time though so I didn't forget about you. I kept thinking about what it would have been like to have you here with us and meeting u like I did your sister. I know your having a ball up there but we could have a ball down here to. I can't believe we are getting closer to the one year mark. It doesn't seem like it should have been that long since you left this earth. I have gotten better about seeing pregnant ladies and newborns but it still hurts a little bit. I guess it always will even though I just went through it. You are always never far from my mind and heart. I love you angle and always will.
Your mommy
Sunday, January 6, 2013
9 months
My dearest Kennedy,
I can't believe youv'e been out of my uterus for nine months. It doesn't seem possible especially when that is the amount of a full term pregnany. I know you are having fun and getting spoiled in heaven but I still wish you were here with me. If you would have make it, you would be two months old now. I have dreams about the person you would have become and watching you grow up. There are days that I still have a hard time seeing babies but it is getting a little bit better. I will always remember you, love you, and miss you. You will always be one of my children. Every time that someone asks me how many children I have, I include you because you were mine from the moment I found out about you. Keep watching down on me. I love and miss you.
Your mommy
I can't believe youv'e been out of my uterus for nine months. It doesn't seem possible especially when that is the amount of a full term pregnany. I know you are having fun and getting spoiled in heaven but I still wish you were here with me. If you would have make it, you would be two months old now. I have dreams about the person you would have become and watching you grow up. There are days that I still have a hard time seeing babies but it is getting a little bit better. I will always remember you, love you, and miss you. You will always be one of my children. Every time that someone asks me how many children I have, I include you because you were mine from the moment I found out about you. Keep watching down on me. I love and miss you.
Your mommy
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