Thursday, October 18, 2012

Due Date

To my precious angel,

Today was your due date. This is the day that I was supposed to be holding and cuddling you but God had different plans for you. I dreamed last night about the baby you would have been and what you would have looked like. I dreamed about you crying and doing all the things that babies do. How can a mother get through the day knowing that her angel was supposed to be born alive? I don't know how I did it but I did. You were on my mind all day. I miss you angel but I know that you are having fun in heaven. I just wish I would have been able to have you and know the person I am proud of. Everytime I felt your sister kick inside me, my thoughts went to you. I wanted to give birth to you and be able to bring you home but that didn't happen. I hope you know how much I love and miss you angel. Have fun in heaven and watch over me. I love and miss you angel.

Your mommy

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